This is more than A book to me. This is not simply a dictation of historical facts of my personal opinion biased research. This entire book is a spiritual journey for me. Not only am I confessing things that I previously would have never thought would come out but because of the help of my close friends going through this writing process with me I am tapping into thoughts that I never even recognized within myself. There are areas of the game that I never bothered addressing or understanding that I have now dissected. Before writing this book I was already understanding the lifestyle I had grown accustomed to was wrong but through this deeper time of reflection I have been brought to me knees in repentance. I don’t know where my karma meter stands but I will spend the rest of my life striving to make my good deeds out weight those evil deeds of my past.
I am in no way trying to flatten every form of victimization into one form, as if they are all one big category of victimization. One of this books purposes is for you to see what it was like for me to merge into the lifestyle of pimping so that you can have a deeper understanding whoever I do not mean for this to seem as if I am putting up a fight for the victimization of those who become pimps to somehow be on par with or worse than those who were pimped out. With that being said, to any survivors of the game, and human sex trafficking please accept my deepest apology for anything that I have done in this game and anything that I may say that offends you. It is not my intentions to hurt or trigger you into a bad place. You have my utmost respect and admiration for still standing tall. To anyone that I have personally influenced into the game please try to understand that I was a lost youth and knew not the damage that I was causing to you.
God willing the book will be out for the public this Spring but in the meantime if you would like to learn more about the community that I represent and my personal background you can tune in to my podcast also called Raised In Pimp City on most major podcast platforms.